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Ever wonder where sayings come from?

Consider this post a theological musing and one, I might add, where I’m thankful for secularism which allows me to explore these ideas without being impaled although I’m quite sure these days under secularism are coming to an end and religious inquisition in the form of The Noahide Laws are in our not too distant future. I’ll explain…

*If a man were married to a lyin’ ass’d bitch I would suggest that makes him a cuck or a masochist assuming that he knows she is one and doesn’t do anything about it.

It’s here where we should question flat earth theory, too, as it creates a whole other problem (a humongous one at that) about why God isn’t able to stop ‘the lying ass’d bitches’ when it comes to the greatest lie ever told. Yes, I shall endeavor to unpack this… Sure, I guess god could be a cuck or a masochist but it’s not a very appealing answer to this theological quandary.

In The Lost Books of The Bible, there is The Story of Adam and Eve. And I’ll just note here that the first time I read the Bible in my early twenties I was kind of shocked and annoyed that this incredulous story only had about 12 verses dedicated to it! Think about that: arguably one of the most significant events in universal history and there’s next to nothing to say about it. Thank the Gods I’m an investigator as within 10-years of my first reading it I was able to search out and find these other books.

They tell the story of the complete and utter devastation of these two beings and the 1000-years of torture and turmoil they go through as Satan destroys their life over and over. Now the most significant part of this story as it relates to this blog is that Adam and Eve couldn’t tell the difference between Jesus and Satan until very near the end of these 1000 years. Think about that–I mean really think about it. If these two couldn’t tell the difference over 1000-years then what the hell makes YOU think you can tell the difference, you– a mere 100-year old life spanned mortal? I suggest you can’t and it’s only your ego which would make you think you can.

This now leads us to the idea of the right and left-hand of God. Jesus was known as the right and full of truth and Satan the left and full of deception. One has a male principle and one has a female principle as they play out in this particular duality. This is a type of old monotheism which I consider possible but inadequate as an explanation for this phenomenon. It’s only when we delve into Gnostic thought that any of this starts to make any sense–or, at least to me. So allow me to pursue this further dear reader.

In the Gnostic tradition, the demiurge is considered to be the aforementioned–that is to say, the demiurge exists as Yeshua and Satan enacting a type of simulacrum of the Aeons Kristos and Sophia. If this were true it would be damn near impossible for mortals to distinguish between the GODS as half of them are deceptive. This would make the monotheistic Yeshua also an imposter and it will be this entity which will rule as The Messiah during the reign of The Noahide Laws–laws given to someone who arguably didn’t exist. Do you see the problem? This history woven by the demiurge can’t be anything but false from the Gnostic perspective because the demiurge is a mimicry of reality representing falseness within an incredibly advanced matrix or simulation.

One of the most important aspects of this is that the demiurge might always exist as it may have a ‘right’ to exist because of the way it was brought into being. If this is true then it may very well be that we’ve all been through this before in a type of eternal recurrence. That is to say that this drama unfolds over and over as the demiurge and its archons play out the script of trying to escape from their reality–something that isn’t possible–and it may very well be that this place is destroyed over and over as the archons get close to the technological prowess needed to escape the matrix.

I mentioned that Sophia and Kristos are not able to ‘resolve’ this condition here because of the way this was all brought into being. I don’t necessarily see that that makes them masochistic–certainly not in the same way the demiurge and its archons are who willingly and knowingly misrepresent reality and are inherently deceptive.

Under this Gnostic view, there is a dualistic split between this place and eternal Godhead. That is to say that the true God and reality is far removed from this place and the only association it has here are the workings of the Aeons Kristos and Sophia who are limited in what they can do. I do get that there is also a certain unsatisfactoriness to this speculation, too, but things are what they are here and that can’t change. If we compare this rather bleak Gnostic view to material atheism we would rightly conclude that there is good spiritual news!

This, if it were true, would leave humanity at the mercy of reincarnation templates in which I believe the archons also control and where humans are not bound to the manipulations on these levels of reality. It’s here where humans can free themselves!


NOTE*: this is why I’m a spiritual anarchist.



It’s a cliché that technology is far outpacing our wisdom and ethics and our best spiritual inclinations.

This is a conspiracy post premised on the notion that The Nephilim really exist–just not in the way literal religionists believe. To understand what’s going on here one must grok that the demiurge and its archons control this matrix and it wouldn’t be a stretch to say that they have copyright over this existence which enables them to pretty well do whatever pleases them. It’s best to view The Book of Revelations and Scripture in general as the predictive programming of the archons.

In practice, historically, this has played out as a divine right to rule via the hybrid bloodlines; control via deceptive and contradictory religions with endless persecutions, pogroms, inquisitions, etc., and in modernity control of the money supply by the El-ites. And just a note that it should be clear to anyone with any spiritual discernment whatsoever that any *anarchic hopes of Bitcoin (circa 2008) being the method to overthrow the present plutocracy have all been dashed (pun intended) as Wall St. buys out the crypto space wherein the likes of Amazon will use the blockchain as a globalist financial control grid–tracking every transaction done by anyone anywhere–this is prophesied in the demiurge religion. It can’t be stopped and is a good argument that these same fiat currency masters created crypto.

The demiurge is limited in its abilities here and that’s why it needs a control grid based on technology; it can know almost everything about you in this way without you knowing anything about the archons who control it; in fact, they deny that they exist–got Keyser Soze? In a sense, it’s the epitome of neuroticism. The result of this situation is that a small group at the top of the pyramid is able to manipulate civilization via its myriad and covert branches. They do this by well-documented institutional structures but are also doing it via mind-manipulating programs documented as MKUltra. How far and wide the reach is anyone’s guess but I speculate that they now work in clusters much like portrayed in the Netflix series,  Sense 8… but, like pretty well everything in Holl-lie-wood, the narrative is inverted. These are The Nephilim and they control us here; but again, to get to the truth of the matter one has to grok Gnosticism–a non-contradictory and *rational spiritual tradition. So we have this group of spiritual elites who are in control here and manipulate the mind of man to their twisted ends.

Economically, they’ve set up a system which serves their ends and it’s correct to portray them as the casino owners who have gamed the system to their advantage. Their present modus operandi in late postmodernity is welfare for the rich! They’ve created economic narratives which align with their agendas which pit human against human in a never-ending game of unnecessary exploitation and coercion. In The Lighted Womb, The Golden Rule is the method of interaction–so it’s no coincidence that these EL-ites have set up systems which break this foundational spiritual truism. They’ve created a false narrative surrounding evolution and use that as justification for Social Darwinism–a very lowly evolved way of thinking and acting but it serves their greater agenda. 

I’ve speculated that the end-game here is the Israeli Messiah who will usher in the worldwide Noahide Laws which will need mass religious consent to be implemented and that’s why we are seeing the return of religion since 911–or, it’s the primary reason we’re seeing the return of religion although there are likely other factors involved in this, too. It’s my opinion, that this will lay the foundation for this charismatic religious leader who will usher in these laws based on someone who never even existed! That is Noah. But I suspect Abraham was the primary source of the hybrid bloodlines and it’s likely he did exist but the why of why Abraham is anyone’s guess.  I should note that the hybrids were created via every cultural group on the earth in antiquity so it’s not strictly a semite phenomenon and there may indeed be a Game of Thrones going on, too!

NOTE*: my primary concern is spiritual anarchy as I don’t believe political anarchy is possible.

NOTE*: for any religious claim to pass truth tests it has to withstand critical analysis by the faculties of reason and logic. Very few religions pass this test as far as I can see. But, I believe Gnosticism is a coherent explanation for why things are the way they are on this earth. I do concede, though, it’s not the only possibility. And, yes, the higher dimensions of reality within the Gnostic worldview are speculative.

1-million words over 2000 pages! The only book of thousands I’ve read on spirituality which claims non-human authorship and written by angels who autograph each chapter. Ahem…

The winter of ’93-’94. The toughest winter of my life to date. I moved back into my apartment on Main St. that I had sub-letted out to friends. Jorge had left the book in one of the rooms. It turns out that Hendrix and Stevie-Ray always traveled with it. I passed it on to an archonic ‘friend’ when I was done with it.

By ’93 I was 14 years into this quest and I’d read thousands of books on the nature of reality. And I guess I’d classify this one as one of the humdingers! I started reading it in November and finished it in March. So, what’s this planet called? You guessed it! URANTIA! Well…most likely not!

We are in one of the seven super-universes called Orvonton–one which travels around the great central universe of origin. And those 2000 pages go into pretty well most everything you can imagine. Anton and Fonta–the first real humans; it describes all the angels which administer life here; The Lucifer rebellion; Adam and Eve; and yes, the man himself! There is so many of him! JESUS! Will the real shady boy please stand up! 

It turns out reincarnation isn’t true! Ahem…

I’m a four with a five wing in The Enneagram so I investigate everything in my own unique way–at least as far as I’m able. Although I’d be throwing darts blindfolded at a South American map as far as finding a vacation spot:D

Anyway, once done with this book beast I had to deconstruct it–so off to the library I went. It turns out Martin Gardner was so impressed with the book that he investigated it, too! Thank the Gods! It turns out it was channeled by Wilfred Kellogg (Cornflakes) over 30 years with the help of a handful of others. See the Road To Wellville for some insight into The Kellogg’s and their Seventh Day Adventism. It turns out that the cosmology espoused therein has many similarities to Adventist doctrine–really no surprise there. A fact on the Adventists so no one can accuse me of bashing them: their diet has made some of the healthiest longest living people in N.A. A diet I’ve practiced for most of my life although not strictly the S.D.A. version specifically.

By the time you get passed a few hundred of these channeled writing one will notice same patterns and the main one is all channeled material is contradictory! The Gods couldn’t be more confused which explains a lot! Ahem…

Look, this is an impressive book by any standard and something humanity should respect and esteem as a work of art and literature…but not much more, in my opinion. Has it helped millions? You bet! But it doesn’t mean this book is true. If God doesn’t exist then it’s one of the greatest religious imaginings in human history.

My opinion today: just another psy-op of our fave cult of 33… That’s my Gnostic perspective on it. There’s so many of them isn’t there Mr. Anderson?

Modern psychology has given humanity invaluable insight into parenting and what makes a good parent as opposed to what bad parenting is. Fortunately, in my life, I didn’t have to suffer bad parenting although I wouldn’t say I was raised by good parenting. It was a working-class English ethos with not much consideration to higher education or finer upper neo-cortex sensibilities. But this post isn’t about me. Just a note though on the kids I lived with when living out on the streets between 1979 and 1986. I was out there as one of the three groups of spiritualists: the ‘spiritual quester’ as I gave away what I owned in ’79 to go on this spiritual investigation and it’s been one hell of an interesting 40-years, but I digress. The point, though, was the difference between me and all those screwed up traumatized kids was bad parenting! Overwhelmingly, most of the kids I talked to out there shared stories of being traumatized and beaten or otherwise by their parents and I’ll note here that very many of them shared stories of religious abuse. It’s, in part, why I view childhood religious indoctrination as a type of child abuse.

I would say that prior to modernity and the knowledge it entailed there was a basic understanding of common sense within the parenting model–sadly, and perhaps somewhat tragically this common-sense notion disappears when the lens gets shifted to religion and God.

But first I think it’s reasonable to focus on the failures of modernity and the education model or lack thereof when it comes to one of the most important areas of human life. We, as a society, put 16-year olds through all kinds of hoops just to get a driver’s license but the same 16-year old has no restrictions or qualifications when bringing offspring into the world–it’s an anything-goes, model when it comes to Darwinian drives. Hell, to rub salt into the wound, the nanny welfare state pays these kids to bring dysfunction into the world! Now I’m not saying every young person who brings a child into the world is a bad parent–some of them are obviously great parents but this doesn’t disqualify my larger societal points. Any move or development into a healthy post-postmodern society will have to deal with a new education model for parenting. This would be a part of the education within The Four Pillars of a new sustainable integrated model for civilization.

This brings us to the argument for poor design. The psychology of humans combined with the length of helplessness within the human animal causes incredible and near unlimited dysfunction and failure. It could be argued that if humans were designed to be this way by malevolent archons then this prolonged helplessness was one of the primary engineering devices of control–a most definite negative intention.

Western theism specifically has to become a contortionist or redefine the notion of what good is when it comes to the issue of parenting. I don’t accept the redefining of good-by western theism when it comes to their apology for God and its poor design choices and often abominable behavior when analyzed by any rational standard. Good parents don’t set up offspring against offspring in a millennia-old struggle of death, blood, and violence! Only an evil God would do such a thing and this is the Gnostic position. A GOOD God doesn’t punish anyone forever for not getting it right in one life–only an evil God would do such a thing and this is the Gnostic position. A good parent whether human or God doesn’t need or demand worship, only an evil God would ask for such a thing and this is the Gnostic position. I’ll link here my fave atheist YouTuber, underlings, who clearly and succinctly deconstructs the western theistic notion of heaven and concludes rationally and rightfully that this version of heaven is really a hell! Only an evil God would offer up this version of ‘heaven’ and this is the Gnostic position. I could go on and on here but these points suffice (or should) when arguing this case.

I’ll note here that we do get into religious efficacy arguments as they pertain to how society should be structured and this is an important and worthwhile discussion but I sit squarely in the Secular Humanist model for society and believe religion to be an adult only area of inquiry. If it were up to me I’d make it so the inquiry into God and reality would begin at around university age and as an elective. I am in no way advocating for the abolishment of religion or religiosity but rather I’m arguing that religionists not be allowed societal power. Once again I see this as a compromise between the idealists and the materialists in much the same way that my Four Pillars are a compromise between The Marxists and Capitalism.

I should note as I often do that for this model to work Secular Humanism would have to function at incredibly high levels of reason, logic, and integrity. This can’t happen under the present neoliberal corporate oligarchy as far as I can see.

That’s all for the moment:)